Friday, September 18, 2009

To Everything There Is A Season



To Everything There Is a Season- Ecclesiastes 3:1-8


To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under the sun. A time to be born and a time to die; a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is planted; a time to kill and a time to heal ...a time to weep and a time to laugh; a time to mourn and a time to dance ...a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing;a time to lose and a time to seek; a time to rend and a time to sew; a time to keep silent and a time to speak; a time to love and a time to hate; a time for war and a time for peace.

This post has been a long time coming, and it's only now that I feel I am ready to type the words that I've been feeling in my heart for a while now. Since it won't ever be easy saying them, I might as well just blurt them out right away....

I'm shutting down Heartfelt Greetings. Could be for a while. Could even be forever.

I've finally come to the conclusion that I am entering a different season in my life. A season of change. A season for figuring out what my purpose here on earth is going to be in the next decade. I guess only One Person truly knows what that purpose is going to be. But, I guess it's my job to step aside, quiet myself down and listen for His whispers. Truly listen for His direction. My life has been so noisy for the past few years that I haven't been able to hear anything other than my own wailing, if truth be told.

This season of change has literally drained me of every ounce of creative mojo that I have ever possessed and trying to create cards for my blog without this precious mojo is a lesson in futility! It's frustrating and really makes me sad, because I get great personal satisfaction doing what I do. When I don't have cards to share with you, I feel guilty and that's not healthy. The emotional toll these past few years have played on me is great, and I have a feeling that's the big reason why I can't create very easily anymore.

So, it's time for me to close the chapter on Heartfelt Greetings. It makes me sad, but it's really something I feel I need to do. I had such a blast blogging, though--please know that! I have met such WONDERFUL women doing it! You all made me the stamper I am today-so, congratulations. You have inspired me greatly! I still plan getting into my stamp studio as much as I can, if the creative mojo ever decides to return. In the meanwhile, I would appreciate your prayers. It's hard to quit doing something you love. I will miss you all so, so much. Your encouragement over the past two years has meant a great deal to me!

If you ever want to reach me, please feel free to email me at heartfeltgreetings@frontiernet.net. I would love to hear from old friends. In the meanwhile, I will definitely be checking in on all of your blogs for inspiration, and leaving you comments!

Much love and hugs,
Amy

Sunday, August 30, 2009

D-Day Has Come & Gone

We did it!!! We successfully got Eldest Son off to college with only a few teardrops falling from my eyes! In fact, I think Hubby and I shed about the same amount, lol. The day went really well. The school was SOOOO organized in the whole unloading process, it was wonderful. They had lots of established students in orange t-shirts helping unload belongings and answering overprotective parent questions! Eric was so excited to get there and start his new journey as a college freshman. I thought you might like to take a peek into our day yesterday....my neighbor Lori came over before we left to snap this shot of our family about to embark on the big day. I love the shot of the four of us together! This is a shot of the big welcome sign in the University Center window welcoming all the students for the new year. The only time I cried yesterday was when we were driving into the campus area for the first time when I saw a big WELCOME TO THE U of WI RIVER FALLS sign hanging across the street....it really hit home at that moment that this was the real deal. I was dropping off my son at a strange place to live with a strange new person and I couldn't do anything about it. Youngest Son kept trying to make me laugh so I would stop crying. I think he was worried I was going to hit one of the new students crossing the street!

Here are four men (boys) trying to figure out how to loft the beds in Eldest Son's new dorm room....I just stayed out of it and kept my mouth shut.
Here's a shot of the dorm Eldest Son will be living in for the next nine months.....

And here was all of his stuff unloaded to a temporary holding area.....all of his life belongings in one little pile on the grass....it took an army of 4 guys to get it all up to the 4th floor, where Eldest Son's dorm room is! Thank heavens it was 65 and breezy--it was gorgeous!!! Perfect for moving in...can't imagine if it would have been 100 and muggy!
Well, thanks for all the support you showered on me this week--your sweet stories and hugs were just what I needed to get through it. I am so happy it's over and now we can move on and enjoy this new journey with Eldest Son.
Hugs,
Amy








Thursday, August 27, 2009

Welcome, Little One and More

There's a group of cards I have the most difficult time making, and that's baby cards. When I sit down to make one, I am absolutely inspired-less, don't ask me why. Maybe it's because I don't like the papers out there for babies???? Maybe it's because I don't have any "baby" type stamps? Maybe it's because I don't have any babies in my life right now and don't have anyone specific in mind when I make one???? Who the heck knows. But I was thrilled when I managed to squeak this card out last weekend! I even broke out an oldie-but-goodie stamp set from SU too. Just doing my part to help the "green" movement that's so popular these days.....using a "must-must-must-must have stamp set more than once...!

The stamped image in the lower right corner is actually mounted on the inside of the card on the pink polka dot paper. I used a square punch to punch out a square (novel idea, I know) and then mounted the stamped image right in the middle of it on the inside. I'm gettin' fancy in my old age, aren't I?

I also wanted to share a little photoshop'd image I created earlier this week for my youngest son....remember how I shared in my last post about how he has been having a rough summer???? I finally uploaded this photo that I took a few weeks ago when we were ALL having a rough day, and decided that it would look great with an inspirational quote on it, one that lifts him up. He was actually sitting on the rocks next to the St. Croix River in Hastings, MN watching a train cross a bridge.
But he looks so solitary and a little lonely, doesn't he? I think it's a powerful picture, very emotional. It definitely tugs the heart strings, at least for me. I am hoping if you click your mouse on top of the picture it will enlarge for you so you can see it better. The quote says, "Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is STRENGTH."

Two more days til D-day. Departure Day. We are all experiencing such a range of emotions here that if one of us looks at the other wrong, we snap. I think each of us just wants the day HERE. NOW. Let's get the ball rolling. Nothing is holding us back but time now. We're ready. Well, I don't think we're "ready" in the "everything's packed" sense of the word, but we're ready emotionally, at least for the actual move. But for the thought of having my first born actually leave home? I'm not sure I'll get my head around that emotionally for a while. I have to be honest and tell you I am sooooooo worried. About everything. Worried that College-Freshman Son is not going to be able to get by without his mom telling him what to do at every juncture. Worried that he won't be able to handle the workload. Worried that his roommate is going to be a crazy druggie who doesn't do anything but party. Worried that College-Freshman Son is going to party. Worried that he won't have any friends. Worried that he is secretly thrilled to be getting out of the house and leaving us. Worried that he'll never come back home.

I know, all irrational fears. I realize we've laid the best foundation for him that we could, and now it's his turn to draw on that foundation to build his new life. We've controlled his life long enough. Now it's his turn to control his own life. And I know he thinks he can do a better job of it than we can (don't they all at this age?). But can he really? I can only pray that what we've given him is enough. He now has to draw on his inner strength and do it himself, with us on the outside ready and willing to help him if he needs it. It's that crazy loss of control that is driving me batty. How did the rest of you moms with college kids give up that control that you've had on their lives for so long? I guess I was more of a control freak than I ever thought I was. Although I secretly think ALL moms are control freaks, because nothing would ever get done if we weren't!
My tummy is in a constant state of upset just thinking about it all the time. I just want the day to be HERE. I want this new chapter in our lives to begin so I can stop worrying. I guess I need to reread the chapter in Matthew (6:25-34) that talks about the fruitlessness of worrying. Verse :34 sums up the chapter the best.....So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble.

Amen.

Hugs,
Amy

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Hey there, Chickadee

Morning everyone! I'm skipping out on Scrap Stash Saturday today...no time to blindly dig into my scrap stash lately, so you're getting a "normal" card today instead.

Still loving all my new PTI stamps that I received a few weeks ago (it's probably been more than that, but time means nothing to me these days as it's passing by much too quickly).

This card was made with a set called Everyday Button Bits. It's designed so you can add a button to the image to complete it, such as I did with the little birds here. I chose to add the eyes myself, because I thought the birds looked a little weird without eyes! In hindsight, I should have "grounded" the birds too (if I wanted to be politically correct the the stamping world), but quite honestly, I didn't think about that until just now. Maybe I'll go back and add some "grass" just to make it look a bit better later today. Isn't that gathered ribbon scrumptious? I got a few yards of it at Archivers a while ago. It stretches and it's gingham. Couldn't be any cuter.

Well, life around here has been crazy to say the least. I've been hearing from a few people that they miss my ramblings...in fact, they don't even care about my cards, they just want to know how I'm doing! That makes me laugh. Must mean my design skills are slipping.....!

To be honest, I'm just ok. Not great, not horrible. Well, some days have been horrible, but I'll spare you the ugly details of those days, lol! Doug has still not found a full time job, but for most of the summer, he has worked full time at WCCO-AM. Filling in a position caused by a termination. He's up at 345am every morning and works till at least 1pm. In the fall, he will start traveling again producing radio broadcasts for different NFL and college football games across the country. He'll be gone nearly every weekend from Sept through Dec. That sort of sucks, but, hey, you take what you can get, uh???!!!!

Exactly one week from today, we pack up Eldest Son and make the "dreaded" (for Mom that is) journey to college. He will be a first-year freshman at the University of Wisconsin/River Falls. It's a great school, and is just less than an one hour away from our home. For that I'm so thankful!!! His new roommate is from Baraboo, WI, and they have not met each other in person yet. They've talked over FB some, but that's about it. One of my son's very good friends is also going to UWRF as well as my niece, so let me say it again, I'm thankful!!! It really helps knowing he will know at least a FEW people going in.

While I'm thrilled for this new journey he's about to embark on, I will miss him so much! Sending a child to college doesn't only affect the child. Let me make that perfectly clear! It affects everyone, from mom and dad to annoying little siblings. Youngest Son is definitely going to miss his "loser" brother. He's even said so out loud--which touches my heart. The dynamics of our home will change. Much to Youngest Son's chagrin, he is not looking forward to being the only one that has to " _____________" (insert any number of appropriate chores, such as "take out the garbage", "fetch some paper towels", "unload the dishwasher", "load the dishwasher", etc, etc, etc.). In fact, I secretly think he's having nightmares about all the work he's going to have to do once Eldest Brother flies the coop. Come to think of it, maybe that's why he told his brother he's going to miss him. It's not, after all, because he loves him (like I foolishly thought it was), but it's because he's going to be stuck at our every beck and call 24/7! Poor guy.

Besides dealing with all the emotions and what not of Eldest Son leaving for college, I've had to deal with what's turned out to be an extremely rough summer for Youngest Son as well. Being 15 brings with it not only the privilege of being able to take Drivers Training (which, by the way, Youngest Son has not done yet), but also the privilege of learning some really tough life lessons, ones he'd probably wished, in hindsight, that he hadn't had to learn at such a young age. Who said teenage boys were easier to deal with than teenage girls??? Someone who obviously never raised any, that's who!!! I have to keep on telling myself (so I don't go jump off a cliff somewhere), that it's a privilege to help them through their turmoils, and how blessed I am to be their mom. Seriously. I kid you not. There were a few days recently that I seriously wanted to run away from everything. Problem was, I didn't have anywhere to run, so I came back home to face the music. I thought about getting drunk or stoned, but I don't partake in those vices either, so my only choice was to whisper a silent prayer to God and suck it up. I'm just being honest with ya. I know many of you out there handle your kids troubles with grace, dignity and reason, and God bless you for that! But if you do, I'm convinced you only have young children and haven't had to deal with the dreaded teenage hormones yet--just kidding! I know that being a mom is hard at any age, hormones or not.

So, that my friends, is my summer in a nutshell. What I'm doing and how I'm feeling. I am going to milk this next week for all it's worth--my last few days with my Eldest Son under our roof. Tonight we're going out to a drive-in diner in St. Paul called Dari-ettes (or something like that). We love to go as a family in search of great little eating establishments, and this place was featured on Diners, Drive-ins & Dives on the Food Network! Before that, I'm going to take Eldest Son out to pick up a few last minute dorm room things, and Dad and Youngest Son are doing a little work at the new MN Gopher football stadium! It's beautiful!

Have a great day. I'll try to touch base sometime again this week to let you know how things are going.

Hugs,
Amy

Friday, August 14, 2009

A Change of Plans...Slightly


I've abandoned the Lemonade Collection today.
Only because I made this cute card with Crate Paper a few days ago and I love how it turned out. I figured if I loved it, you might too. Very presumptious, I realize, but a girls gotta try, right?
Isn't it cute? Look at that adorable polka dot chair from Lisa Johnson's On My Couch (Additions) set from Papertrey Ink! Ack--now I want a blue polka dot chair in my house too!

Well, the paper was the catalyst for all the funky colors in this living room. The blue chair, the red rug, and the multi colored heart frames on the wall....can you stand it? Actually, I created these particular wall hangings myself with a few different punches (square and heart). I outlined them all with a brand new gold Uni-ball gel pen (be still my aching heart...I *love* Uni-ball gel pens, especially my white gel pen!!!!)!
I could live in a room that looked like this, couldn't you? My guess is that the majority of you are shaking your head "no" at this very moment, aren't you? Actually, I don't think I could either. Ya wanna know why? Because the walls are WHITE, and I don't like white walls, LOL!!! Color all the way, baby! Bring it on!
Hope you loved seeing all the different cards this week that you can make using Lisa Johnson's new On My Couch stamp set by Papertrey Ink. I had a ball making them, and I hope you had a ball seeing all of them!
Hugs,
Amy

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Lemons are Lovely/Couches are Comfy

I picked up a little gift for someone very special recently, and thought it would be fun to decorate a little kraft bag to put the gift in. And, of course, I thought it would be extra fun to decorate the little bag with Basic Grey's Lemonade line and Lisa Johnson's On My Couch stamp set by Papertrey Ink! Surprise, surprise!
I started by using my SU polka dot background stamp to stamp pink polka dots all over the bag. Then I used Lisa's couch outline to stamp onto a piece of BG paper. I cut it out, colored it a bit with my Copic markers to give it some depth, and then mounted it on the bag using dimensional tap. I used just a little bit more BG paper down at the bottom of the bag for some extra color, and then stamped a fitting sentiment on the bag, just underneath the couch.
Overall, I love how the bag turned out. Too bad the sweeet little gift is dwarfed in size by the bag.
Hopefully she'll be able to find those tiny earrings in there.....
Have a great day!
Hugs,
Amy


Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Lemons and Couches, Oh My!!!

Now, I have to be totally honest and tell you that this card is not an original design!!! Nope, it was inspired by the amazing Debbie Olson, a stamper I've long admired. Typically, I don't blog cards that I've cased, but this particular card was an exception, I must say.


Can you stand how cute it is? And what makes it cute is not ME, but the PAPER!! Basic Grey Lemonade collection. The chairs, uber adorable, are actually cut out from papers by Bo Bunny (the chair on the left...BLUSH DOT), and Piggytales (the chair on the right, Cinderella Collection). Can you believe how simple this card is, but how amazingly impactful it is at the same time? I've decided I want a pink and green chair in my living room. It might be a tough sell with the hubby, but maybe if I cry and pout long enough and loud enough, he'll eventually break down in surrender!
Besides couches, Lisa's On My Couch set includes some chairs too. And some pillows, and some pictures, and some coffee cups, and some books, etc! She thought of everything, seriously. I think she needs to have another add-on set though, next time, that includes an ottoman, and a bowl of popcorn, and some balls of yarn and knitting needles, and a book that can sit on the arm of the chair, and a clock, and.....Lisa...are you reading this? Nudge, nudge...write these ideas down if you are!!!!
Hugs,
Amy

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